Tuesday, February 15, 2011

The Indefinite Hiatus of my Metamorphosis ©


The Indefinite Hiatus of my Metamorphosis ©


When certain fear hits you and there's no where else to turn...
You feel your lonely existence start to crash and burn...

Tragedy is a mere knock at the door...
All you can do is wait...

You do not want to answer for may think it's too late...

Scared to think of the things that may come to pass...
Eerie thoughts of sadness that you never had before...
Start to fill my head with madness...

I conjure ways to make it stop and I finally realize what I'm fighting deep inside...

I'm ever so changing...
My metamorphosis not complete...

I feel obsolete...
Scared and a bit obtuse...

Not wanting to change and not wanting to choose...

Be this way or be that...
Stop the clock and change it back...

Maturity is in there...
Immaturity is aside...

I want to be both but I don't want to fight against these demons that tell me who I want to be...

I sit in this cocoon...
Watching my fate...
I control it...
But I rather just wait...

I'm just no ready yet...
Don't know if I'll ever be why show the world what I'm made of...
When they don't care to see...

So I let my inner self fight to the death...
Maybe I'll know who I'll be...

By Algie Lesia Stephens

1 comment:

  1. Hey Algie... Love the writing.

    Hit me up sometime. You still know my number right?

    Howard.

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